Immaculate Perceptions

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

THE DEMENTED ME

Its 3.30 in the morning, i'm 20 and am excogotating....I dunno wat to talk, I dunno wat to write. Yet, I settle to write abt things... things i don't wanna do, don't wanna c, n things i want... So u ppl can imagine how dis post is gonna be cos i'm in a demented state of mind. But pls put up wid me .

I don't wanna c unusually huge lizards in my room.
I don't wanna c my room carpet begrime.
I don't want my computer to hang.
I don't wanna b rude wid anyone.
I don't wanna b incessantly debating wid my mom.
I don't wanna burn the food that am cooking.
I don't wanna consume the amount of sweets like i do now.
I don't wanna gripe abt the illusionary paunch i've developed.
I don't wanna spend sleepless nites watching dumb movies.
I don't wanna b scared.
i don't wanna remain ignorant of the world around.
I don't wanna b oblivious to ppl's sufferings.
I don't wanna be lonley.
I don't wanna b in mob.
I don't wanna b mocked.
I don't wanna b superfluously praised.
I don't wanna waste time... like am doin right now.
I don't wanna miss him so badly.
I don't wanna cry wid the pain of separation.

All I want now is a paseo alongside the sand of a calm beach, illuminated by the big moon... and someone to walk along wid me.

12 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

ha ha that was really good..well looks like there are many things which i dont wanna do or c.
wow the last one was nice..sands of calm beach and big moon and someone to walk along..well am surely going to do that.
and thanks for coming to my blog.

8:28 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hei...linked u in my post n the favo section too..hope u wont mind!!

9:14 AM  
Blogger Deepa said...

to godolphin
nope.. i don't mind

10:08 AM  
Blogger Mr said...

Hi, you blog once a week? I kind'a started visiting your blog daily.
Your are thoughts and the way you xpress them are good to read.

11:01 AM  
Blogger Deepa said...

to MR
i used to blog everyday, or rather every night... but got exams in another 15 days. so am restricting the amount of time i waste ;-) will start wid a bang after the 11th of nov.

8:41 PM  
Blogger Mr said...

Wish you the best for your exams.

11:02 AM  
Blogger Deepa said...

to mr-
thanx a lot :-)

7:07 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i get itttt...wattttevvver happens, v do end up missin the person v love...happens deeps...don worry...the smirnoff will help us...ha ha ha :P

10:41 AM  
Blogger Deepa said...

hey aparna, u r spoiling my image n in the process ur's too!!

7:05 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

n v r still publishin our secrets....ha ha haaa...:P

1:16 AM  
Blogger Deepa said...

i never published secrets that spoils my paradigm... u r defaming me.. can file a suit against u on the pretext of libel ;-)

2:29 AM  
Blogger arun said...

hey i really think u should have slept and not have gone with the post

12:41 AM  

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